AS DAYS PASS BY I LEARN......

To always dream However it may never come true But that's the best way To live life through To dream so high Never give up and always try Never let go or say goodbye That when there is darkness For sure dawn is the next And when everything is so tiring For sure there would be time to rest   To always care for a friend Always be true and never pretend Always love with no end And the broken hearts try to mend Never to feel the hate Always be confident and never hesitate Always believe in fate That lovers meet & stay together And others are apart So if you are one who have been left behind Don't cry and suffer Just search for a new start The past I must forget And nothing needs my regret To open my heart and forgive Cause that will help me to survive and live   To always offer my helping hand And never doubt in people when there is no proof And always try to understand Not to be shy If I have done something wrong But to admit it and be proud that I have learned A lesson that will help me to be strong

From the Beginning till the End....

It started out a simple hello, and ended with a single goodbye, the painful memories of that day, still makes me cry. When I look back at when we first met, how we were the stalkers, it started out as a simple game, but stronger it became. when i look back at when we first held hands, I remember how you looked, you were as red as a rose, and both your hands shook. when I look back at when we first said I love you, I had believed it was true, I had given my everything, all to you. When I look back at when we first kissed, I knew this was bliss, a joy I had recieved that would be endless, but I was wrong for this. When I look back at when we first said goodbye, it wasn't a word we'd repeat, it was the final word we'd say forever, the last time we'd meet.

HOMESICK

When it all started it was so fun...it was may be because it was novelty for me but I was happy then now suddenly things seem to be different, the bluish green wallpaper bores me now the tube light seems to be dim now, not as bright as it used to then.
Friendly companions in which I once found comfort, now lay at the foot of my bed with dark, hollow eyes.
The seconds gradually stopped ticking by on the clock by my bed and it scares me sometimes.
It was my only solid evidence that life was still going by, now I'm not so sure.
Meaningless chatter from outside my window keeping me in tune with reality, yet out of tune from myself.
The walls are starting to close in on me 
So I think I'm going to go
Because I'm all alone in this room…..i want to come home running, want to hug u Momma…..Baba..and want to fight with u Dadu...the sudden change is actually the eagerness to come back HOME...i am melancholy at being away from home and family now than then!!!